Mary, Mary, Mary.
Try to let this sink in: Stacy doesn't hate you, even though you hate her. Sure, she's appalled at your behaviour, as is any civilised person, but when you come to your senses and decide to flee the criminal nut-cult that's wasting your life, you'll be glad she's there to help you.
It doesn't matter how many times you make your asinine claims that an organization founded in memory of one who died from the depraved indifference taught by your criminal nut-cult is a "hate group", the truth is immediately obvious who isn't suffering from hubbard's insanity.
-jcr